Quick rant type thing…

Ya know, being the husband of someone with chronic pain must be difficult. All my husband knows is what I tell him, he has no idea what it’s like to live in 24/7 agony. I just wish I could make him understand how difficult my illness makes it for me to do normal everyday tasks, let alone working. I want so badly to feel normal, to experience even just one day of no pain, one day where I don’t feel like I’m gunna lose it and cry in front of my family, one day where I don’t feel so worthless and so unworthy of my family. I just wanna be a good wife and mommy. I just wanna be normal. I hope one day there is a cure for this. I wouldn’t wish this misery on anyone.

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Life with fibromyalgia

So today I saw my doctor, and she is recommending me to a new pain specialist that works with primarily fibro patients. I’m so excited to finally see a doctor that understands the pain I deal with on a daily basis and take me seriously, as opposed to a dr that labels me as drug seeking. Having fibro has changed my life in so many ways, but I am truly blessed with an amazing husband who is super supportive and understands that it’s real and I’m not making it up. Having a good support system is so important when you have a chronic pain disorder,  to have a group of people or just one person who is sympathetic to what you are dealing with means so much, and is key in managing your pain levels and mood swings that come with living in constant agony. I love my husband so much and to see how supportive he is with all of this makes him that much more amazing in my eyes. My own family thinks I’m making it ip, and that it’s just an excuse, but my husband sees it, he lives it with me, he goes thru the ups and downs and is always there when I need him the most. I’m one lucky girl ♡♡♡

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Introduction

Well, now is as good a time as any. I’m Cassie. 26 year old wife and mother. I love my life, and more importantly I love my family. I have a pretty amazing husband too 🙂 he works hard so I can be a stay at home mom with our wonderful and perfect little boy. We have a quaint little 1 bedroom apartment in sunny San Diego and wouldn’t change it for the world!

I am a native San Diegan born and raised, and so is my husband. We have traveled all over the country trying to find where we belonged, when in reality we already found it! I’d have to say my least favorites were Florida and Louisiana.  BLEGH! The weather was HORRID!  Anyways. Gotta get back to my perfect little boy 🙂

♡~Live Life, Laugh Lots, Love Always~♡